| Assalamualaikum,
When Perisaikomuniti was founded, i (at least) intended to use it as a channel for me to express my happiness and joy of life. im not a writer of daily journal talking about things that u encounter everyday, not that i oppose this idea, but maybe i am reserved in certain ways.. or maybe my life is just not interesting enough to put into words.. or maybe i dont wanna pretend that i have an interesting one.. or maybe i dont tell story that well..whatever okay..my point is...perisaikomuniti is there for giggles, smiles, and laughters..be it the merepekest topic in the world, ppl come here and leave with happy thoughts..nothing heavy (such as this entry, sorry)..
i honestly dont know what to write.. so i make up this random list of things which i think tells the whole story of me at this very moment.. (it's fucking pathetic as well for me to even think that someone still even reads this blog, and if u are, i feel sorry for u)..
- something is waiting to explode, and u dont wanna be there when it does..
- just discovered a new cool thing, if someone swears just say "hey, u kiss ur mom with that mouth??" just so pedas and fresh..
- it's funny and amazing how things can change drastically.. would help greatly to have a warning at least.. u know how things can go very bad without warning..
- since when it became funny?? it's not, it's bloody insensitive and it fucking (yes i kiss my mom with this mouth!) hurts..it really does!!!!
- when it's freaking hot in the morning, and it rains like hell in the afternoon, who are you to say that cold whether is depressing? when do u actually walk outside in kl..
- fucking confused and lost and shocked (yes i kiss my mom with this mouth, and you can kiss my arse!)
- knowing ppl too well is not a good thing, trust me, it's like having a superpower that u wish u never had..
okok.. what's the point of this entry? am i telling u something? am i wanting someone's attention? am i bored? am i desperate? or maybe it's just an obligation as a co-owner of this blog.. if u find this entry offensive and discomforting, dont worry, i do too, and i hate myself too right now.. til i have a more interesting things to write..
-Amar-
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